My Butterfly

My Butterfly is so beautiful and I have to say goodbye

I never really noticed you until the Doctors made me look at you

I know you were with me when I was born

mom gave you to me

Now they say I have no choice

You and I must part ways

Since the bad news I have cried for you and me at least once a day

Butterfly why did you have to get so sick

I thought you would be with me till my life's sunset

Doctors say I can live without you

and I say.....

God put you there for a reason I think?

Butterfly I am trying to come to terms with our end and I am angry but mostly very sad

I am young and should not have to think of you this way

Life just wont be the same

Grandma let her Butterfly go and now she is receiving RAI for the second round

She is brave....it has spread to a lung

Butterfly we will be forever tied because of you

She seems to be making her peace and I want to too

I am so scared and although you need to fly I want to freeze time and hold you tight

You and I had some good times but you got sick and now I must say goodbye!