Thursday, April 22, 2010

seeing a new therapist

So I am considering seeing a new therapist. I feel shittier than I have ever felt in my entire life. I just do not want to continue this way. So I am considering seeing another therapist. Maybe it's not them I just feel stuck. I need a change. Just the thought makes me feel like I am cheating on my therapist because I am googling the other potential therapist. When I start to see a new therapist I call it the "honeymoon" phase because I feel like they are going to "heal" me. Tell me something I have not heard before. Then after a while I know them and they know everything there is to know about me and we go nowhere. They are bored with me and I in turn get bored with them. I guess this is part of human nature. So we shall see what I do next.

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