RAI phase 2

So a lot has happened. It's been now 3 weeks since surgery and I feel like yrs have gone by. Not in terms of quickness but in the terms of volume of things I have had to do for myself along with the emotional roller coaster. Tomorrow I will be going for my radiation treatment. Today was part one. I ingested some radiation today and I was scanned but tomorrow I will get the complete dosage. I have done my best to prepare as best as I could under the short circumstances. My endo was sort of not on top of things. Because he was not I am now extremely hypo. I am forced last minute today the RAI and I was not able to go on the low Iodine diet that reinforces the cell receiving the radiation. I am really weak and can do minimal at this point. My memory is off at times and so is my concentration. I am extremely tired. My doctor want me to do this so I can get on hormones med asap. I am irritable, tired and sleep deprived because of those damn spasm. Doctor says its due to no hormone problem should regulate once I have hormones in me. My breathing is still labored very scary and weird. And my voice well is off because surgeon cut off a vocal branch. This should get better with time but its hard for me to speak at times and I sound very techno or digitilized as one person put it. This should get better with time. However my voice may or may not be the same. Doc said I will know in a couple of months how I will sound permanently.

So given the changes that I have gone threw am I scared of more complications. The answer is Heck yeah. I will try my best to relax. The hardest part of this part of treatment is that I have to be sequestered. So no hugs, kisses and sleeping with hubby for a couple of days. I will try to be more positive and pray a lot. My cup is full. I just have to keep telling myself this has to get better. This is all so exhausting. Well see ya.