Thursday, August 5, 2010

Dear Love

I am not sure how this has happened
I am sorry for the stress and sadness this has caused you
We were so planning on being parents this year
It breaks my heart to be the cause of all this
I did not plan to get sick
here I am
a burden once more
can't breathe
can't sleep
nausea all the time
I am so misarable
Cancer gone
Now I am left with such issues
14 pills a day in counting
stomach fills ill now all the time
food does not taste the same
nor do i want it
but I am stuck seeing so many dcotors
feeling so ill
I do not believe nor do I care
I am tired hun and I want to turn back the hands
I am to dance once last dance and lay in your arms one full night and fall asleep in them soundly
life I am not sure about it anymore
I am tired of fighting and its just begun
God have mercy on me

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